what do you want?

If one day Jesus came to your door and ask 'What do you want?', do you have your answer with you? A sermon I heard about people, especially those who are believers that are blinded by their daily work, struggles, or even pride that they could not see their what is ahead anymore.
You have eyes but you can't see.
It was sad to hear that for myself. Yes, I do admit at times I could not see the blessings God have provided and is willing to provide.As a believer, I take all my effort to recognize God's intervention but rather hard at times when you are just in hardship. So, I would just like to encourage us to continue this journey we have with Him one step at a time, put Him before anything you commit to and the rest will be alright.

Take care. Great days ahead.

xx

should you.

relationship is a special bond we have that God gave to know that you are someone and meaningful to another. it varies from girlfriends, boyfriends, BFFs, mother-daughter, the cat-cat owner and more la.

well this week, did a lot of conversations about personal relationships with the besties. shared and learned a lot too. and of course the main topic when it comes to us girls is : BOYS! haha. typical u think. well go and say ‘well, i do not have any one’ or ‘my man is fine. no problem’. but to me everyone should know this.  all relationships are different in their own way, yet still none are perfect. we have our ups and downs. happiness and bitterness. all-fired-up and tired of all of it.

what should you do when things go bad? should you just go with the flow? go against it? be selfish to put your own matters first? should you? then you try to go through a lot of different options and ways to go about it then still end up where you started.

me, myself being in a pretty darn long period relationship plus the long-distance factors really puts my sanity and priorities to the test. why? because balance is the key. and at most times, i find myself still in the middle of an argument or a situation that just wont go away. spiritually, i am thirsty for God; yearning for more of His love. physically, sometimes i am tired to be in any commitment anymore but at times i am so happy that i forget the present. mentally, i am struggling to be realistic and feeding my own personal needs.

so, if you are at your low right now..i just want to share that i believe God has marvelous plans for you and me. that no matter what happens in any of your relationships today, it wont be as good as what is to come because God made it that way. He made all things wonderful so that you can experience His love and joy day by day. He is just waiting for you to believe it and to know - yes, He is that good to you and me. put your priorities straight. talk to God and share it with your friends. cause i do and it fells great.

and as for now, i am thankful and ever grateful for what i have now with my-man. he has been a great companion. thank you dear E.L.R! Love You with all my heart..

(us way back in 2006)

and and please do express how you appreciate one another. its then you know why were you in the relationship in the beginning. :)

God Bless.

Who are you when I'm not looking?

can u define filza in one word?

one-hell-of-a-woman. its a word!

Ask me anything

do u love me? HAHA

too much. ^.-

Ask me anything

finally, ur on formspring!! *weee* ok, here's my question. arrrrr..err....wat ohhh??

ya. err. im not sure what is the 'wat oh hh'..but i know you mean well. HAHAHAHAHAHHA>

Ask me anything

2011 so far..

 i am really blessed to have made it this far with the blessings i receive and God's grace. talking about His blessings, i am always and forever grateful for His goodness and faithfulness to me. no words can express how i love my Father. traveled back and fourth between kch-sbw-myy in the last couple months *wow! so rajin* for weddings, dinners and CNY too!

I just luuuhhhveeee fireworks!

so, it's my second year attempt in pursuing my studies and still, trying to fit in comfortably with everything and perform well to get good grades. i mean its because of my parents i can continue right now, so need to show some appreciation in return, right? well, its been a slow yet bumpy in-a-good-way ride. i am still waiting for more to gain and experience.

nevertheless, just to highlight some things i did so far. managed to get involved in some activities this month with the uni which was so-the-very what i was waiting for. it was worth the time and effort. first was the NKEA EPP 10 Launching at Sarawak Tourism Complex, where i was assigned as the VIP usherettes with my other 2 course mates.

group shot: event and tourism students, Ms Wan Yee and UCSI's very own Dato' Peter Ng

then, joined the club's activity to Kubah National Park for an hour of trekking, picnic and mandi-manda at the waterfall. *i was the happiest cause at last jumpa air karangan~lebih kurang* plus, practice small steps to support ecotourism by collecting any rubbish along the trail in and out of the park. :)

the waterfall. photo by Daphnnie L.

with this, claim that this year is a year of blessings of receiving and giving, joy and happiness and more! see, i AM blessed. and you too!

her.xx

a year ago.

excuses

it always gets in the way.
slows you down and at times, stops you.
worst, gets the best of you.

thus,
start with EXCUSES-FREE day!

her.xx

to be or not to be?

to be or not to be?

Answer here